Dear No one,

Hi, we need to talk. I have been feeling this way for about 4 years now. I don't know how to tell you, but I know I need to. It isn't fair for the both of us if I don't. I don't want to see you, speak to you, or ever be around you again. I wouldn't really care if we never came in contact in my life again. You did something that I can't forget. I have forgiven you, and that is why I am able to talk to you. I will never forget though. How could you? Why did you? What were you thinking? How do you sleep at night? Do you know how wrong what you did is. I honestly think you believe you did the right thing. No other logic can explain the why.

You came into my life and turned everything around. You made it all about you. It all started about 2003. This is about the time he introduced us. You tried to be a friend to me, but I didn't really want to be your friend. You were stealing him away from me, and I didn't like that. I didn't think it was fair. I had a mom, the best one I could have had. I didn't need another one. Time past and y'all ended up getting married in December 2004. About 9 months after that my birthday rolled around. This was a special birthday to me. It was my sixteenth birthday. Thank you for letting me know a week before my birthday that we'd be moving into a house y'all chose. To make it even better, we were moving in 2 weeks. I want to thank you for including me in that decision. I understand that No one didn't have to include me but would it have hurt? I don't think so. So we move and I am still coming every other week. It is fine for a while. I stay in my room. He had a heart attack. Great! Just freaking dandy. Y'all got the phone bill that week. It was a little higher than usual, and you found out about my boyfriend. You didn't like him. I didn't think y'all would. After you tell me "if your mom wants to let y'all date that's fine. It won't happen in this house though," I leave. This is the reason that I started to come every other weekend. I told him it was because I thought I needed to give y'all time because y'all were newly weds. Whatever. It really hurt my feelings when I'd come over ever other weekend, and my room would be different. Neither one of you asked me. I guess I was under the assumption that it was my room. I guess I was wrong. At this point, I wanted nothing to do with you. Then as you know the surgery happened, and he passed away. You were alone, and I felt bad. I tried to spend time with you. I came over and saw you. We went to lunch. It actually started to go good. I told you that I love you. Then you went to Florida for a job.

I don't understand what happened. How could you have done this. This is when you just topped off the cake. I could never be a friend to a person like you. You are selfish, ignorant, and bitchy. You had NO right to do what you did. I get mad just telling you about it. How do you think you had the right to claim me? He was only alive for four months of the year. What in you ignorant mind made you believe you were doing the right thing. You may have had legal power to do it, but a good person, which you are not, wouldn't have done it. They would have let the woman who took care of me the whole year claim me. She paid you every month for all of my health insurance premium. You got all the life insurance money. I got what dad left me. Mom should have gotten what you got on the tax return. You didn't deserve it. I wouldn't care if you fell off the face of the Earth. I would never hurt you, and I am not the person to wish bad things on people, but you make me so mad. This is all I had to say. I wanted you to know how I felt. I wanted you to know why I don't like you or don't want a relationship with you. I hope you understand and will leave me alone.


Sincerely,
No One Special